Quote (staysictonkpils @ Sun, 18 Oct 2009, 10:09)
nah most of my life i was druged up on so many diferent prescription meds like all of my life untill i turned 18 i was on anti depressants/adhd/etc meds. my mom insisted that i needed meds, along with all the doctors.
the meds made me like emotionally numb, i did even give a shit about that fact i was fat had a shitty diet, never exercised until i turned 18 (cause thats when i got take off meds)
people in this country gotta realize that its not ok to drug you're kids on this shit. god knows what it did to my internal organs and how my brain functions. i don't know how to cope with anxiety because i'm used to having a pill make me not have to worry so much. its sux so weed is kinda like crutch for me but weed has honestly helped me so much. it dose make u lazy but it makes everything better, u just can't let you're self be lazy thats why when i started smoking alot when i turned 18 i started to work out too, to keep myself active.
i also got kicked out of elementary school as a child and they sent me to some special ed school witch was horrible i never went to regular school like you guys, never meet any nice girls. i did meet some good friends they are like my brothers and thankfully i met them cause they put me on the right path.
you see why I don't take any sort of medicine?
I went to school, but I didn't have friends till I started riding a bike in the 7th grade, had a group of friends that I rode with everyday, and I'm still friends with those dudes
got kicked out of high school the first day in the first few hours, homeschooled for two years, started college at 16, still havnt made any friends in college.
I can't make friends with people unless it's online, or if they ride bikes, otherwise I am always busy riding or something and I don't ever spend time chillin inside with them
I've never really been able to talk to girls, so I'd get drunk and talk to them, cas then I wasn't shy, but now I only have one friend that is a girl, and I desperately want to get with her, been friends with her for over four years, but I doubt she feels the same way.
I'm a lot like you, minus the drugs.
I never liked doing weed, because everytime I would smoke with my friends it wouldn't do shit to me, and the one time it did I ended up dragging a couch a mile from his house to my house.
drinkin was a lot better, but I don't do that shit anymore.