Quote (tevetava @ 25 May 2015 20:18)
In an AskReddit thread I mentioned that I'd give a guy a blowjob for some pretty low amount (like $100) provided no-one learned of it, mainly because it'd be a novel experience and a decent amount of money for a small amount of work.
Some commentors suggested I might be gay. I denied it, but thought, why not? If I were bi, that opens up a whole new sex, plus I've heard it's a lot easier to get laid with a guy. And I've found some guys aesthetically pleasing in the past, so it seemed reasonable.
So for the first time in my life, I watched some gay porn. I wasn't disgusted or turned off by it, and I thought "that blowjob looks nice". But then I thought "hmm... the fellator's boobs are too small. Also, I don't really like the thing dangling between his legs".
So... I guess I'm straight then.
Has anyone fapped to nonstop gay porn for a month to make sure they didn't like it?
Just to make sure you weren't gay and that you didn't enjoy it.
I decided to watch gay porn for about a month. Every day at least 2 times, and I would force myself to fap to it. After ejaculation I would ask myself a series of questions about whether or not I liked it and analyze my feelings afterward. There was one point where I almost liked it, but in the end i think that was just because the guy looked really feminine. After that month I started watching regular porn and lesbian porn but I wasn't very moved by it in my spirit. I studied some charts and diagrams and made some questions on yahoo answers looking for the answer to satisfy my needs.