Ive ha a pretty rough life alot of ups and downs and desperation for love and care. Im not a true follower but im a believer, i believe their is someone that created all of this, but how can i feelsecure that im meant to be apart of it.

We can never understand Gods plan for us as much as we want to try. There is nothing we can do to make God love us any less. You have to believe and fully commit yourself to him and your path will be set in front of your eyes without even knowing it. God gave you life, so that you in turn could give it back to him. No one can tell you what to do or how to do it, but God's plan for you is never ending, only time and life will guide you to your true path.

has a certainty, God is love, merciful.
any trouble that you're going through is temporary.
stay strong in their faith and fight for change.
always have the unconditional love of God, regardless of our flaws.
work for your inner reform, moral reform.