Quote (TheSpoter419 @ Sep 10 2012 02:36pm)
So when I was a child, i believed in god, but as I got older religion started to annoy me and I thought it was all a big scam. (Mainly from my relatives saying it was)
Anyways, about 4 months ago a good friend of mine started talking me back into believing in God and wanted me to become a Christian.
I now believe in God, say a prayer every night, and go to church on most Sundays.
I feel left out though. I feel like I'm missing the happiness and joy everyone else is having. I hear people saying, "I live for God, I'd die for him" and they talk about God with such ease and about how they're so happy. They just seem to know so well what they're talking about and how happy they are and portray it so easily as you just do this and that, then bam, you love God and Jesus and your life is amazing.
I haven't got that feeling yet, and I'm still a little confused on several things with the bible, but I don't know what I'm confused with.
I'm not sure if this makes any sense, or if I'm just rambling on about what I'm thinking/feeling.
Thoughts?
So you want to have this 'passion' for God? That does take years to develop as you need to develop that relationship with God. You need to realise what your life was like without God and now how much greater life is with God. Once you understand the great love Jesus had for us and the great reward that lies ahead then you to may have that passion.
You first need to ask yourself this: Would I be confident telling my friends about God? Believe it or not some people deny God in front of their friends in fear of being persecuted.