Quote (Conviction @ Jan 19 2012 11:46pm)
everything in life seems so meaningless to me lately
everything that i do seems empty and unsatisfying
i should know better, i've been raised in a christian home all my life and grew up with church
yes i know i am saved, i know i haven't been living the "true" christian life lately but i just haven't had the motivation or the desire to lately either
or maybe this is how i have always felt, but growing up i've always had something to fill it with ie. sports, video games, friends, things that can entertain me and keep my mind occupied
i know i could be using my time to help people and further the cause of christ, but lately i've also lost the desire to help people toopeople are ungrateful, needy, and expect everything for nothing
it's almost easy to say thank god jesus loves you because i don't
can someone point out the error of my ways? maybe i'm just in denial?
...the real sacrifice is to help others when you don't feel like it .