I have no clue why im posting this in a forum i use for a damn game but right now i feel lost, My girl of over 4 years moved back to Indiana yesterday and took my soon to be (nov23) 6 year old with her. Im out in New Mexico with my soon to be (nov21) 2 year old and my son soon to be 3. I dont have the time or the will power to tell our life story, but every person i both our family's knows that i should have left her years ago, we battle her drug addiction together, her infidelity, among so many other things, but things wre finally getting good, we got a fresh start on life when we moved here, but i keep letting the things she had done in the past start fights that never should have happen. In short i love this woman, shes the mother to my children, the love of my life and i think that shes gone for good and its my fault this time, i hate rap but if u ever heard the emienm song LOVE THE WAY U LIE its a story of us, i just ask for prayers that what ever god wills let it be done no matter what our selfish desires are, our kids deserve to have a good life

Find strength through God and the love of your kids. Rock bottom can be the hardest thing a person can go through but it is also a time to rebuild and become stronger than when you fell.

Take the pain you feel and turn it into fuel to better your situation. God is watching over you and he has given you the tools to get through this. Have faith in him and faith in yourself.

The best of luck to you and your family, my prayers are with all of you.

thank u sir, i hope you are right

He is, god has a mysterious way of working out remember that bud.. Also be lucky she is even there, my gf crashed her motorcycle and is paralyzed from the waist down right now.. We all are hoping for a speedy recovery, say a prayer for me while your at it thanks

Praying for you both... God won't abandon you

fuck god that is the dumbest shit i've ever heard.
honestly dude you went through this shit just to stress shit out worse..

if you COULD handle her doing that shit enough to want to start a new life with her somewhere
then why would you let shit get to you? (if it's not happening like you say)

sry to hear that bro u will be in my prayers for sure, thank u guys

and shits getting to me buddy, because i fucked up this time and it dont seem fair that after all i went through that im not getting another chance and there are kids involved fool

again not sure why i wrote this i just dont want to hear all my fami;ly say the same shit of "its better this way, and u and the kids are better off without her"

@benjaminflores1984, please watch your language in here... I know you can be a little upset, but by no means please don't cuss in the Christian Fellowship forum...

Also, to the topic I think you should just (whatever your problem is with her) just lay out all your problems out with god, I don't know if you're a christian because of your previous post, but if you are, you need to talk to god about it and pray, he will conquer all your problems. Your girl? don't worry about her, just start being the best Daddy for your child as of right now, god will show you his plan, you just need to let him.

Prayers buddy, God bless

-Nick

ur right sorry about that just super stressed and sometimes with almost no help with the kids, its hard but thank u all, i know that i need a little bit of help with leaving my problems in his hand