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I hope someone might not take this for granted but I've been waiting two months and maybe two weeks to be able to post in this forum (20% warn). For the last two years I've been trying to do better every day thani did the day before; I pretty much have too I've improved greatly. I have quit smoking cigarettes, quit drinking, started training in martial arts arts and have been accepted on as an assistant for class, im in college, i found a new really good job i like and perform well. i try to be positive and balanced and i try to pray.
but i really dont have faith in one god or jesus and ive never really seen a miracle or anything that surely and wholely made me believe in the power of god on earth in a physical or 'biblical' manifestation. But, at the same time I feel like I see signs of god in the world in regards to actions that occur with a certain sense of irony, how everything can just click together for a moment and no matter how many times you tried you could never do the same thing twice, but it just kind of worked out.
Even to say I feel like god speaks to people through music, or the sounds and occurances in the world around them.
But I do not know and do not have faith in which god or version of god or religion, or even if I might be crazier than jack nicholson in the shining.
I really need help either recognizing which occurances are a sign of which religion, or even through expression discover the proper religion that i feel in my heart is the truest and most accurate heartfelt and wholesome explanation of spirituality.
if you read this in its entirety, thank you at least for that.
Please any off topic or negative posts are either flaming or spam, do not flame and try not to spam. This is something very serious to me, that ive felt inside of myself for a long time and want to follow what i think is righteous.
This post was edited by MrJoshua on Oct 25 2011 09:57pm