Its absolutely amazing to me how i countless times get swayed away from the Lord.
Its as if he wants for me to lose my faith countless times, i dont know what it is or how to exactly explain it.
But things happen, i read/hear/think about things and i begin to think to myself... There is no God..
But then, like tonight im out at my buddies has (whom i havent seen in a very long time) and things change.
It happens ALL the time. I start to drift away from God, and then something magical like reuniting with my once best friend.
Something in my head clicks and God is all back in my life, and my "faith meter" has gone up and i have grown stronger than i was before.

Its like no matter how far away i get from the love of Him, i am put right back into my place and able to take a step forward.

Im not sure if anybody understands that, its hard to type out the feelings i am having inside my mind. I pray the very best for you all!

If life were easy, then it wouldn't be worth living.

Hang in there chief.

Wow that's great.
I've been going to church since I was in my mom's womb till i hit college..
and then things started going down.
In the back of my head, i keep telling myself "gtg to church" but it seems to never happen..
I wish i could put God as the center of my life again but it's hard.. Hopefully this will happen soon..

ill pray

If you get wrapped up in your life and forget to call your best friend for a few weeks, does that mean they are no longer your best friend?

This temporal life is so short, always keep in your heart and mind those you would run too from a distance, if you haven't seen them in a while.

thanks a lot. i appreciate it a lot and i'll do the same!

I totally agree on this..

yeah it was really crazy, i was really close to his dad ( one of my middle school and HS teachers.)

i hadnt seen his dad in like a year or more. and the first thing he asked me was if i was in a church.
i havent ever talked to him about it or anything. Mr Marco is the best role model ive ever laid eyes on.
he just carries himself differently. i cant explain it, and hes been through so much.

Thanks