HAPPY LOVING MY BEAUTIFUL GIRLFRIEND/FUTURE WIFE AND MOTHER OF MY CHILDREN! FOUND JESUS AGAIN!!FOUND HAPPINESS AGAIN
I QUIT
-PORNOGRAPHY
-CHEWING
-SMOKING
-WORSHIPPING MY SUBARU (IDOL)
-LIEING ALL THE DAM TIME
-AND LAST BUT CERTAINLY NOT LEAST, DOING DRUGS.. OXY CONTIN,WEED, PERCS LORTABS ALL THAT STUPID BULLSHIT THAT I THOUGHT I NEEDED TO BE HAPPY IN THIS SHITTY LIFE.
I am writing this because i have truly turned my life around for the better(much) and i dont ever want to fall in the trap ive been in for alot of my teen years. Now my whole life I thought I was christian and all that but I wasn't I was just fooling myself. God will only make sense when you need him and understand his love in your heart. Love was something ive always taken for granted but imagine your life with out it.. it would be terrible to say the least..Ive always wondered why a heart is associated with love.. a heart has nothing to do with love.. a heart is an organ that pumps blood. well it has everything to do with love.. because true love comes from the heart..
So anyways i pretty much worshipped money.. and that led me to be greedy.. and I did drugs which made me use people for them.. and i lost my best friend because of drugs.. i had no hope for happiness except for the hope of getting my next high and gettin pills or whatever.. but after a while i couldnt even get that feeling of happiness even from drugs..And then i got the perfect girlfriend who gave me her virginity and that wasnt even enough for me to make me happy.. thats when i knew something was wrong.. i was 20 in college my whole life ahead of me and people all around that loved me and yet i felt completely empty inside. sad and depressedd and saying to myself whats the point? why the hell am i here in thsi shitty world.. I can truly tell you that i felt so empty that if i had all the money in this entire world the nicest ferrarris and porsches and the nicest house i would not be satisfied or even happy to say the least. Desperately searching for answers and TRUTH. I was lead to the New Testament and it changed my life... well today i know exactly what my purpose is in this world and i know what i believe inside. and i couldnt be happier! i actually laugh and appreciate what i have and I truly appreciate every breath i take. Theres no doubt i have the abundant life. Listen friends.. put your faith and trust in your father in heaven because he loves you more than anything on earth..I just cant express in words what hes done for me!! its like the weight ive carried for so long has been lifted!! Soften your heart. humble yourself down like a child let go of your greed and your pride and your sin. put your faith in him and remember with God all things are possible, there is nothing you can not do. Remember that happiness doesn't come from money, possessions or power, but from relationships with people we love and respect. We need God now more than ever.. America is no doubt in trouble because of our iniquities.. we murder thousands of unborn children, They are taking God from our schools, They are taking in God we Trust out of everything..Taking our constitutional freedoms, our guns, legalizing porn, las vegas sin city prostitutes hiv aids drugs.. drunk drivers killing families..
OBAMA Wants to take my guns... well he can take my guns out of my cold dead hands. OBAMA wants a POLICE STATE. WHICH MEANS COMMUNISM COUNTRY WHICH MEANS BYE BYE FREEDOM. IT MEANS TOTAL MILITARY RULE. RFID CHIP which they are already putting in humans in america.. think of it they inject a little computer chip in you and have to have it to buy groceries and need it to do/buy anything. the government will know where you are at ALL TIMES.America has grown soft. we are not standing up against our government. and our government will push us in the corner and pound us into total submission. What happened to of the people, for the people and by the people? That and God.Well This country wants nothing to do with God. Men gave their lives up for this liberty that we enjoy. Well my friends you dont know what you got till its gone.. And you think it cant happen to me im safe.. in my own little world doin my own little things.. well wake the hell up because it can just as easily happen to me and you both. Now listen im not trying to scare you to death im just wanting you to think outside of your own little world for a few minutes and realize the whole world is changing all around you constantly and i want you to be awake and alive..Cause i know i wasnt. And I feel bad and i pray for anyone whos in the situation i was in. I doubt anyones even gunna take time to read this but if you have got this far then thank you and I commend you. The other day i was working and i burnt my hand in the grease of the deep fryer and it hurt like hell.. im sure youve been burnt before. it is very unpleasent and uncomfortable and painful. Then i got to thinking about a few years of that. non stop, then i thought about eternity.. Thats a long time man. and there aint no way out once your there and there aint no more mercy, you done had your chance its too late. if this so called God and his claims are true. I sure as hell dont want to be on the recieving end of his wrath. I would much rather prefer his love. Well if you go through life I hope you would atleast read the new testament atleast once and think a little bit with your mind and more importantly listen with your heart. I promise you if you give up a day of baal running and spend it reading the bible and maybe even go to church or talk to your parents or ANYONE about God, email me ill be glad to help you if you have any questions about the bible. it will be one of the best days you ever spent in your lifetime. And if you do believe then i encourage you to keep the faith and to keep reading. most importantly the bible, and get some charles swindoll books I like him alot hes a good author. And Whatever you do, do it for the glory of God.Its a scary world out there man and ill be damned if im going to go through it without his help. And good luck on season 7 nubs cause i aint 99ing again lol