Quote (ZeroCc @ Sep 28 2010 11:12am)
Personally I don't believe anything we can do in our lifetimes can cause us an eternity of torture in Hell. That aside though...
I was wondering to myself about repenting and started asking myself if I felt sorry for my sins.
I won't get into extreme details but when I was young I was involved in a lot of vandalism/stealing and did it on almost a daily basis.
I do feel genuinely sorry and have asked God for forgiveness on the matters on numerous occassions but I found myself thinking this...
Doing what I did back then made me who I am today. If I hadn't stolen/vandalized and hung out with the group of people I did, I might not have went down the same path I am currently on.
I might not have met some of the people I have met and I might not have found my faith in God.
So while I do feel sorry for doing those things, I realize that I'm almost glad I did them because they built the character I have today.
So is it safe to say some of the negative things we do and some of the sins we commit are part of God's plan?
I believe everything happens for a reason, and I believe God has a plan for everyone. So would God intentionally put it in your plan to sin so you may realize your mistakes and find faith in Him?
I personally believe if I hadn't done the things I've done I never would have found God. I already didn't believe in him before I started doing the things I did.
So if everything was going good in my life I would have had no reason to find my faith.
well, to be honest -- God places us each with our own challenges. I know if i didnt go down what i went -- i prolly wouldnt have gotten saved. However, does that mean we should look at it as God's plan?
in my opinion, no, because i would've came to God some other way more than likely, because the Truth is what i was looking for, and thats what Jesus is. However, its written
'He who is forgiven much, loves much' does that mean "IMA GO BECOME A CRACK DEALER SO I CAN LOVE MORE!" lol, absolutely not -- me being human [and everyone who hears that scripture thinks it too] i have thought
'well, dangit! if only i beat up a few kids' (semi-kidding, however thoughts liek that instinctively pop into our heads because we ARE human.)
thats kind of my input on it.