Listen, there are many times where I have struggled with things and stayed in a "rut" for a long time. I don't know your name, what your life is like, or any of that. What I do know is that you do not have to stay this way. The Bible says that we are more than conquerers through Jesus (Romans 8:37). Another scripture says we have no inkling of the kinds of wonderful things that God wants to do in our lives (see I Corinthians 2:9-10).
SGThammy, do not compare yourself with this other individual. Outward appearance and success do not reflect the kinds of troubles that the other person goes through. In other words, you may not really want what the other person has if you knew the kind of pain it took to get him there. Be yourself! Come as you are! God will take you up, clean you up, and send you back out to be used for HIS purposes.
I could say much more, but this is what I feel I need to say for know. I hope it has helped you, friend.
I believe in you!