so i was at the mall praying/preaching with my friends, and then as the mall started closing we were chilling in barnes and Noble
and all night i was recieving these pains in my chest and when it hurt the most i was far away from where we had to preach/be.
and as we got closer it would go away eveyrtime
so we were chilling an di got this pain like something was stabbing me, but i thought it was just my asthma, then something felt like if i didnt get up and walk i would be literally forced to walk not by my control
so then as im walking around i noticed that there was noone to preach to, (and a song that was playing was going "Halleluah lord! halleluah!")
and i literally had to SEARCH just to find a person
then i realized why,
real quick
think about anything you want right now
can you buy it at the mall?
you probably can.
So then i understood - God has everything that we could ever want, anything that our heart desires, but NNNNOOOONE is there taking it. Hes there giving it all away but noone is there. noone wants it. and the only people that were there were the people that were trying to make it ready for anyone, someone to just walk through those doors, but noone was.
i almost started crying, it was such a terrible thing to understand, its how bad god wants someone to come in.. but noone does.
The harvest is bountiful, but the laborers are few.