I think God saved me countless of times .
But sometimes I feel that what ever he has given he will take them away if we do not appreciate it .
But at the end of the day maybe he is teaching us a lesson in many other ways . For me right now , I think and believe that I should concentrate on what that is important in life that I will do well in and flourish in before I can even spread the message.
Its important to know that even in Christiandom, when one cannot handle himself or walk in the light of the Lord he better try not to spread the message.
Alot of people in my country are just blindly following what the pastor and the head of the church . They never actually sit down quietly and listen to what God has to say.
For everything else refer to the bible thats your best bet . Always refer to the bible and always do quiet time or just speak to the Lord in Quiet Meditation about it .
Open up your ears and becareful of what some pastors might say in church because they are not always right all the time