Quote (Diligence @ Oct 26 2010 10:24pm)
God only forgives you if you believe in him and have a relationship with him. Otherwise, it's like he doesn't even hear you. I would encourage you to find God first, because when you do, suicide isn't a viable option. I say this based upon your other thread.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HD_8r84RuRA
God is said to be within everyone, thus having a relationship with everyone. Therefore, you cannot ignore having a relationship with him unless you're an atheist or agnosticist or whatever that one's spelled like.