Without wise leadership, a nation falls; there is safety in having many advisers. Proverbs 11:14

I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.
—Philippians 3:14

I will never forget your precepts, for by them you have preserved my life.
—Psalm 119:93

[Jesus said] "You are the light of the world. Let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven."
—Matthew 5:14-16

“ Light shines on the godly, and joy on those whose hearts are right. ”
(Psalm 97:11 NLT)

All the effort you & ur hsbnd put in,
to 'getting back' where you belong,
you know Jehovah will bless your efforts.
If this is what you really want,
Jehovah will know this as well.
Pray to Him.
Read your Bible.
Speak to your elders.
Ask Jehovah.
Don't give up the fight.
We all have stumbled many times.
Its just Satan working to keep you & your hsbnd
from serving the one true God, Jehovah.
Don't give up!, you know everything you put in, will be repaid....a thousand fold.
And also, this is what Satan wants of you.
To give up serving Jehovah.
Work at making at least 1 meeting a week.
Its a start.
And we all have to start somewhere.
I'll remember you in my prayers.
You have to put forth the effort.
And He promises to turn His attention to YOU.

Deuteronomy 31:6
Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you."

To all who received him, to those who believe in his name, he gave the right to become children of God — children born not of natural descent, nor of human decision or a husband's will, but born of God.
—John 1:12-13

Hebrews 11:1
faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.

You are my refuge and my shield; I have put my hope in your word.
—Psalm 119:114