Quote (youro @ Jun 17 2011 12:18pm)
It seems when I hang out with friends and go out with them.. it causes me to sin more.
And when Im crashing home.. everything seems spiritually healthier.
When I hang out with my girlfriend...
I lustfully think about her.. because shes gorgeous. And I'm also a horny teenager still.
When I'm with friends..
I curse, drink [ alot..], smoke and also lustfully think of the girls that are friends.
I stopped watching porn.. because I want to spiritually become stronger..
how a body builder works out everyday...
I stop watching porn everyday.. its so hard to sleep at night and every night.
I know I am the sinner, but it seems like society makes it alot harder for me....
even at church.. ever since our youth pastor left.. we have older pastors that don't really relate to us.. everyone during sermon look at their ipods.. and dose off.
Common, you dont have to be over zealous to believe in god. The church and everything they say is bs. If you want to be one with god, do what you do. Dont do something because you believe it to be a sin.... And you think its bad to think lustfully about a girl? Im afraid not, even the over religious have these feeling too.