Quote (DD2 @ Apr 8 2011 01:42am)
I don't think all of this on Earth must be put to an end at some point simply for the reason that its mostly the case that nothing lasts forever. It's not a valid reason. You never know. I think we will last for as long as we can, and if the world ends, it'll be from our self destructive nature or some catastrophic natural disaster, NOT through the intervention of God.
Of course God won't be like "AHHH DIEE", i was exaggerating when saying Jesus is gonna slay us all for the sole reason of showing how ridiculous it sounds. But at the root of it, that's whats supposed to happen. You can fluff it up by saying take our souls to a better place, but He is ending our earthly life and killing us. And that, to me, is ridiculous. And you can't justify Him killing us by saying we're going to heaven so its all okay. I strive to go to heaven too and understand it's magnificence. It's the way in which we get there (Him killing us instead of a natural way) that I just cannot believe. It just doesn't fit what I thought the Christian God was. Sounds like an Old Testament crazy story told just to teach a lesson.
Now, if this ending of the Earth by Jesus essentially killing us all really is a widespread accepted belief and symbol of Christianity, I am completely torn and don't know what to call myself. I believe in the divinity of Christ and am aware of the moral and virtuous life of love you are supposed to live to reach heaven, but I thought I'd reach that place after my life on earth and death of a natural cause. I guess if Christ doesn't come back within my lifetime, then i technically lived the same life as any other Christian that did think He was going to come back. But that still doesn't help me figure out what to even call myself, if I cannot properly call myself a Catholic or even Christian for that matter.
You think of the death of your body as if its the end of your life.. When its actually the smallest part of life.
Stop thinking of death as a horrible thing. Its not horrible, Its the beginnning.