Hi guys, I'm slightly lost in life atm and I'm trying to find my peace in god, but there's just so many questions going on in my head!
My most important question ofc: Why does god create evil? it makes no sense. People learn through hardship, sure, I know that better than anyone else, I've been through my share of hardships and come out a stronger man. but still. I look around myself and see terrorism in both small and large scale. Honestly, it cannot have been god's intention to kill thousands of people in the twin towers, unless of course one would assume that it was their time. All of them. Same with Haiti. it can't have been gods intention to kill the half of Haiti in a single day, unless god values racial distribution and noticed one day that there weren't enough haitiens in the after life...
Look, I have a good brain on me. Slightly damaged by various chemicals that I have stumbled upon throughout my journey perhaps, but a good brain nonetheless.
It's just my heart that cannot cope.
I want to believe in god. I want to be able to live an unburdened life knowing that there's always someone to soothe my sorrows, and to ensure me that death is in +fact not the end.
But my brain is conflicting with my heart.
I need help believing, and you seem like the sort of someone who could help me, Blind[zF]...