Quote (pwb3 @ Jun 3 2013 03:55pm)
I was saved at 9 years old, long before I hit puberty. I know I am going to heaven. I have no doubt in my heart that I am a born again Christian, and you cannot lose your salvation no matter what happens later on in life. As I grew older and hit puberty, I realized I was attracted to men. I tried praying it away, but that didn't work. It is a part of His plan for me to be gay, just like it is a part of His plan for me to be deaf. You can pray and pray and pray for my hearing to be "healed" but nothing will happen (unless God decided He wants my hearing to be restored for His glory. It's all up to Him, and yes it can happen. Miracles can happen). Likewise, you can pray and pray all you want for my sexual orientation to change, but nothing will happen unless God decides to. God can miraculously make me straight, but I won't hold my breath for that to happen. I will just focus on serving Him, doing His will, until I die. I won't waste my time pretending I'm straight and marry a woman. God has a purpose, a plan for me. He doesn't care if I kiss a man or a woman. All He truly cares about is our salvation and that we love Him above all things.
That's correct. You can't lose your salvation. When you are born again, you can't lose your salvation, and keep being born again over, and over again. Being saved at such a young age is probably a hard thing. You may have thought you were saved, but you haven't even grown up into an adult yet to experience life. Was there anything that has happened in your past that has brought you great hurt, such as having a bad father, or mother figure, or anything? Well, here is the thing. What do you say about Romans Chapter 1 that I posted in post #3? God gave them over to a reprobate mind, to do those things which are not convenient(talking about homosexuality, and immoral sex). And they which commit such things are worthy of death, not only do the same, but have pleasure in them that do them. God does not want you to be a homosexual, and if you continue to live a homosexual life, then you are not born again. You were never saved to begin with. You thought you were. Being such a young age you can proclaim to be saved, but you're not necessarily at the age of understanding what it is to be saved. Remember the parable of the sower?
Matthew 13:3-9
3 And he spake many things unto them in parables, saying, Behold, a sower went forth to sow;
4 And when he sowed, some seeds fell by the way side, and the fowls came and devoured them up:
5 Some fell upon stony places, where they had not much earth: and forthwith they sprung up, because they had no deepness of earth:
6 And when the sun was up, they were scorched; and because they had no root, they withered away.
7 And some fell among thorns; and the thorns sprung up, and choked them:
8 But other fell into good ground, and brought forth fruit, some an hundredfold, some sixtyfold, some thirtyfold.
9 Who hath ears to hear, let him hear.
The seed is “the word of the kingdom.” The hard ground represents someone who is hardened by sin; he hears but does not understand the Word, and Satan plucks the message away, keeping the heart dull and preventing the Word from making an impression. The stony ground pictures a man who professes delight with the Word; however, his heart is not changed. The thorny ground depicts one who seems to receive the Word, but whose heart is full of riches, pleasures, and lusts; the things of this world take his time and attention away from the Word, and he ends up having no time for it. The good ground portrays the one who hears, understands, and receives the Word—and then allows the Word to accomplish its result in his life. The man represented by the “good ground” is the only one of the four who is truly saved, because salvation’s proof is fruit.