Quote (Recon2k4 @ May 27 2011 08:19am)
I am going to try to explain my story in short. I was almost the same as you.
When i was 12 i thought i had "been saved." Now at 23, Last July i was having real trouble falling asleep at night. I laid and thought to myself and worried myself sick of what happened after death. I honestly couldn't tell you if i was bound for heaven or hell. Little did i know that our lord was working on me daily. He was with me and i didn't even know it. One afternoon i had to leave work it was so bad. When i got home no one was here. I fell to the floor in my living room and had the weirdest feeling i have ever experienced. That day i accepted the lord in my heart. It felt like i pushed 10 ton off my chest. Almost felt like i was a feather weight. Almost weightless. You can do this anywhere brother, you don't have to be necessarily in a church or at a religious seminar.You will know when the time is right. He will never put to much on your plate that he doesn't think you can handle. Praying for you!
Long story short, after that day, i have no doubt if i die today, i will be rejoicing with Jesus Christ for eternity.
The problem is, anecdotal (however you spell it) evidence means little in something like this. A similar thing happened to me (I had the same euphoric feeling), but then my doubting returned again about a week later. It started interrupting school, hence the prozac. Which worked, by the way, it gave me a "meh who cares" attitude. Now that I'm more mature (24 vs 13-15), I figured it was worth some more thought.
Anyways, I received a great PM from someone about this topic, and I'd like to post our conversation here if he gives me permission.