Well, just an update in my life, God is really humbling my old drug dealer. (He got robbed twice this weekend, his grandma died, then he got kicked of the volleyball team.) So hes kinda turning towards God.
I had a dream about..... 3-4 days ago where i went to an old friends house(havent thought about him since like elementary school. im in high school.) and in my dream God was telling me to open the door, but i was like resisting because i havent seen him.
When i finnally opened the door, he wasn't home, but his family was, and everyone was like "hey man, i remember you!"
Then today i went for a bike ride, to get outta the house, and i found myself going to my old smoking-buddy's house.
I showed up at his door and he was like at a loss for words, haha, it was crazy, and the whole ride there i was like "am i really gonna do this?" and i felt. the spirit just putting it on my heart
around the same time i had that dream (above.), i was talking to this one girl who i know from when i smoked, although she never was into the whole smoking thing and i made her mad because of how i didnt care about anything..
Well, i started talking to her, and preaching a little, then God gave me a dream about her txting me and being like "i dont know what to do, my mom is just chaining me to a wall with everything" Today she tells me she is having problems with her mom, i asked her if i could pray for her (after talking for about 40 mins about God, and my life, and hers.) and instantly the burden was lifted from her.
God's been doing crazy stuff. haha.
By the way, 10 weeks saved today, and 10 weeks 3 days clean.