Quote (KingTia @ Jan 17 2015 12:38pm)
As I mentioned i have Bipolar 1 Manic Depressive Disorder, and in my Bipolar outreach group I met the dad of a middle aged coder/programmer who specializes in Ruby and makes over 150k. She's worked for start up companies that were bought out by Oracle and then left Oracle because they were too structured. She got hired somewhere else with a 50% pay raise. I was fascinated to find that she doesn't even have a bachelors in computer science or computer engineering. Is it in the realm of reality to believe I can learn all these languages on my own with the help of free internet tutorials like codecademy and others while utilizing books at the library and not having my parents drop 35k on 2 more years of college education in computer science(I haven't even started basic computer science classes are they all about the actual hardware etc of an actual computer and gaining an understanding in building them fixing them etc). I'm not saying I'll get nearly as lucky as that girl did with her rise up through the coding and programming world but if I could just have a job in the field without that degree I'd honestly be really proud of myself(I know a college education won't hurt and my parents are paying for it) But why waste their money if I can perform well in an interview after I religiously learn these languages over the next 6 months-a year.
Thanks again everyone for the advice!
Tia
I am going to be blunt with you, and I want you to listen to what I have to say. It is possible for you to accomplish this without a degree. It is not likely. It is also possible for you to accomplish this
with a degree. But it is also not likely. Why? Because you don't seem like the caliber of person who makes it in this field. It isn't for everyone. This isn't just some trade that you can pick up with a couple years of study and then be golden. It requires a certain thinking structure. You have to be logical. And you are not logical. Pragmatism helps as well, and you seem to lack that. Your plan was birthed through emotion. You saw the idea of someone coming from nothing into a large sum of money and it got you flustered with the thought, "why not me." It's not you because of that very reason. Do you think this person you speak of started out in your position? Do you think her goal was a fuck ton of money? No. She enjoyed problem solving. And she enjoyed the challenge of the age old question "how do I make this computer do what I want." All you seem to care about is money. You don't even know what computer science is. How many people just wake up one day and say "I want to devote my life to X, even though I know absolutely nothing about it." It is a recipe for disaster.
You are Bipolar 1 Manic Depressive. You don't need me to tell you what that means. But it seems you need someone to remind you that this disorder will make you feel at times euphoric with delusions of grandeur. You feel unstoppable, that you are destined for great things. And that you are above the curve. I would be curious if you even mentioned this to your outreach group. What do you think they would say? Do you think they would agree with your assessment of your capabilities? Or do you think they would attempt to help you see reason as they guide you back down from this manic episode?