Quote (Ghot @ Jul 1 2018 11:42am)
I didn't think you REALLY wanted a clarification. :/
Btw, any "holes in your soul" are put there by... you.
When your'e very young and you grow up watching people beaten, death from addiction and murder and suicide, people broken by their treatment not long ago
when you have your own brain sabotaged by force and your development stunted by abuse you do not get out whole
eventually you become a man and it all follows you for the rest of your life, it's all you know because it's all you knew while your brain was at it's most vunerable
and that's the war, fighting yourself every single day trying to find what you wish you had been taught when it was most important in your life
most fail, most die high or in a cage
You try to figure out how to forgive so you can be free, how you can do something so children don't have to fight that war
you try to to have normal loving relationships but you don't know how, you try to see how others feel but you don't know what it's like in their world
you feel alone every single day of your life no matter who is around, you crave highs you've never even felt before
you want to stop the cycle of addiction and violence that you feel like fire in your veins
I didn't put that hole there and neither did anyone else out there struggling
the truth is that most will never get filled
the mission is to contribute in as many ways as possible to causes that help more young ones live lives to where they have no idea what my post feels like