might have been my biggest challenge to christianity was to forgive my trespassers.
when i finally decided to do it (a whole story in itself) i sat on the couch and couldnt speak. it was like a hand was over my mouth.
the next day i was determined to do it. to forgive the hardest one. i was able to speak this time. i said it.
i leaped off the couch which was weird because my body is so stiff these days, even then.
and the the weirdest feeling came over me i guess it was like a huge weight lifted. it was so profound i thought i might of been injured. you know like when you take a fall you check your self? ya i checkd my self for injury but i was ok.
it was maybe the most powerful moment of my life.
This post was edited by TiStuff on Mar 1 2026 03:20am