Tried praying and have been to church still no jesus. Without proof and no attempt elaborate on things like sign of jonah. I have no way of knowing what you are talking about. The ONLY logical conclusion is you must either be hallucinating OR lying.
So which is it?
Nope still no revelation. If you have faith in Spiderman do you think he will reveal himself? Is that how proof works?
https://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/publications/understanding-psychosisThat's a false dilemma. You're assuming there are only two possibilities: I'm lying or hallucinating.
There are at least four:
I'm lying.
I'm hallucinating.
I'm sincerely mistaken.
I'm correct and you're mistaken.
You've ruled out options 3 and 4 without demonstrating why.
You also keep saying "no proof," but we've already established that ancient history rarely offers scientific proof. It offers evidence that historians evaluate. We simply disagree about whether that evidence is sufficient.
You said you prayed and went to church but didn't experience Jesus. I don't doubt your experience. But your personal experience is not sufficient to prove the universal claim that God does not exist, just as my personal experience alone would not be sufficient to prove that He does.