Quote (Meanwhile @ Jan 2 2023 03:13pm)
I think some brainscans were done on people when they were praying and basically they were inducing themselves in transe state or where simply "talking to themselves".
IMHO "god" is exactly like a CHAIR: you know you are sitting on something but you never "see" it.
I believe that; I am willing to accept that it may be entirely a self-brainwash technique. It works, though, and I can't say it had nothing to do with my new perspective on life.
We all know the type of person who complains about everything, sees almost everyone as either uneducated or simply born-dumb. The person who will argue their position on something and die on their hill, that guy who writes like this:
"lol okay bud yeah, you keep thinking that

, *insert insult here and more emojis*"
I was that guy, and I know that is a place of suffering even though we can never admit it while in it, it is a feeling of complete separateness from everyone and everything, it's quite well summed-up by the Anon meme with the guy with a smiling mask and he's crying behind it. It's total identification with the ego and being a prisoner to it against your will, although it makes you believe you are in control, and that it is your own will.
Putting my faith in a power greater than myself, some form of intelligent design or programming or nonquantifiable, immeasurable divine energy has literally "saved" me as they say. Once was lost, but now I'm found, blind but now I see shit. A feeling that nothing that happens in this lifetime can add nor subtract from what I already have inside, it's a really powerful thing and whether or not I brainwashed myself is unimportant compared to the benefits. On top of that, it makes you want to share it with other people because you feel like you've experienced the meaning of life and true serenity and happiness, absent of attachment to material and egoistic dependency.
Whatever it is, I can't go back to how I was "living" before, if you could call it that.
Quote (TiStuff @ Jan 2 2023 02:22pm)
i to was also delivered from alcoholism among other things. its good to be free and i will never go back
Nice!
This post was edited by nowaisolame on Jan 3 2023 08:29am