Quote (Erodish @ Dec 27 2021 03:33pm)
I am missing the faith element. I need to know God is real. I need to KNOW the holy ghost spoke to me or touched me. I need to KNOW that was a real sign from God and not a coincidence that my brain is desperate to make sense of the situation. I do not want to trick myself into thinking I know by believing. I want to know.
Hello! I've considered myself a Christian for 15ish years.
I just quoted a piece of your post to make this a little shorter.
Thanks for posting!
For faith-building I would definitely ask God to show you that He's real. The Bible says that faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of God. If able, I'd try to visit a church on one of its service times and maybe starting to read the book of John. I'm used to Sunday morning or sun/wed night.
My prayer time has often been venting or talking about what's going on in my life, perhaps just talking about what I'm happy/unhappy/indifferent about. I believe in repenting and so I'll ask to be shown things that I've done wrong, to be forgiven and be shown ways to do better moving forward. Mentioning what I'm grateful for has also been useful. Even though God already knows, or I do like to talk about things I want.
I hope something here has been useful. : )
This post was edited by dannyscow2 on Dec 27 2021 10:42pm