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Need New Profile
Yeah i Need A New Profile

I Need a Nice New Name from letter 3-23 can be long but must NICE !!

Also Looking For A Sig With A Nice Girl Inside so one like on my profile pic.

New Background, New Orb Settings, New Ava, New Sig

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Through the whole void of night I search,
So dumbly crying out to thee;
But thou are not; and night’s vast throne
Becomes an all stupendous church
With star-bells knelling unto me
Who in all space am most alone!


Add me: http://www.last.fm/user/yourdaughters

Read me: Chugging Clorox Bleach, Pt. 2




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Depression isn't always something you can fight back against with hope. It isn't even something — it's nothing. And you can't combat nothing. You can't fill it up. You can't cover it. It's just there, pulling the meaning out of everything. That being the case, all the hopeful, proactive solutions start to sound completely insane in contrast to the scope of the problem.

It would be like having a bunch of dead fish, but no one around you will acknowledge that the fish are dead. Instead, they offer to help you look for the fish or try to help you figure out why they disappeared.

The problem might not even have a solution. But you aren't necessarily looking for solutions. You're maybe just looking for someone to say "sorry about how dead your fish are" or "wow, those are super dead. I still like you, though."

I started spending more time alone.

Perhaps it was because I lacked the emotional depth necessary to panic, or maybe my predicament didn't feel dramatic enough to make me suspicious, but I somehow managed to convince myself that everything was still under my control right up until I noticed myself wishing that nothing loved me so I wouldn't feel obligated to keep existing.

It's a strange moment when you realize that you don't want to be alive anymore. I have spent the vast majority of my life actively attempting to survive. Ever since my most distant single-celled ancestor squiggled into existence, there has been an unbroken chain of things that wanted to stick around.

Yet here I am, casually wishing that I could stop existing in the same way you'd want to leave an empty room or mute an unbearably repetitive noise.

The absurdity of working so hard to continue doing something you don't like can be overwhelming. And the longer it takes to feel different, the more it starts to seem like everything might actually be hopeless bullshit.


wall of conor:

[2:59:46 PM] conorm9: where white women

[10:27:00 PM] conorm9: thats why i cant play hardcore
[10:27:07 PM] conorm9: i dont take 2d seriously enough
[10:27:34 PM] atom: you were
[10:27:38 PM] atom: wizspoking
[10:27:42 PM] atom: a champ pack
[10:27:43 PM] atom: as a sorka
[10:27:44 PM] conorm9: i play with fire m8

[12:21:52 PM] conorm9: east coast
[12:21:58 PM] conorm9: do you even $W@&

[4/28/2013 7:57:04 AM] conorm9: ifi were a girl
[4/28/2013 7:57:08 AM] conorm9: id never leave the house
[4/28/2013 7:57:11 AM] daughters: if you were a girl
[4/28/2013 7:57:17 AM] daughters: you wouldn't have a bearded dragon
[4/28/2013 7:57:21 AM] conorm9: would too
[4/28/2013 7:57:29 AM] daughters: bitches don't be keeping dinosaurs
[4/28/2013 7:57:32 AM] conorm9: man id be
[4/28/2013 7:57:35 AM] conorm9: the chillest chick
[4/28/2013 7:57:42 AM] daughters: quoth every man, ever
[4/28/2013 7:57:47 AM] conorm9: ney
[4/28/2013 7:57:50 AM] conorm9: im special and better
[4/28/2013 7:58:20 AM] daughters: already becoming female i c
[4/28/2013 7:58:27 AM] conorm9: its ez
[4/28/2013 7:58:32 AM] conorm9: fixing my hair atm
[4/28/2013 7:58:37 AM] conorm9: cake walk this is

[6:10:11 PM] conorm9: rainbows are cool
[6:10:15 PM] conorm9: how come gay people claimed them
[6:10:17 PM] conorm9: i want them back

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Leviticus:4;20 'Praise it faggot'
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