Damn nice to see you.

To look back at all of the posts I made here, where I spent a decent chunk of my adolescence, and young adulthood.
My last post here was October 9th 2014. So I was on this forum from age 17 to 25.
Although I see growing maturity in some of the posts made as I grew older, I still should have known a lot better to use the language I used and eschew the views I did when I was that age.
A lot of negative, toxic things I perpetuated on this sub forum and others and quite frankly looking back at it, I am grossed out.
It shows me how much I needed someone like the person I am now to tell me the shit I was saying and doing was not cool.

I had so many meaningless fights here that got racist, sexist, transphobic, homophobic, you name it.
I don't know if there are still people here that I did hurt with my words/actions that did not forget, but if they are still here, I apologize. And yeah I accept that my apology does not have to be accepted.

Also this is kind of a hard place to come back to. Not everyone who was here then, is here now. Sometimes people die, get locked up, or just are never heard from again.
But sometimes people find happiness, start families, find love or finally become the person they've truly wanted to be their whole lives.
I've been gone a long time, but I hope that the latter is true for more of you.

we love you m8, i'm very lucky to be able to have kept contact with you all these years

This post was edited by Toddler on Jul 21 2020 04:44pm

Good to see you are back and fine, mate!

I never left though, took year off here and there but still find my way back. I am the second end of the rope here - married for 7 years now, got 3 wonderful kids and all is fine and dandy, something just keeps pulling me back here. I guess you could say it is nostalgia,

Honestly, thanks for supporting my work. I am slowly getting to that place where I can do this for real now.
I need to sort out my health issues, and constantly reassert my confidence in my work and myself.





I'm glad you're on the latter.
I might not remember your name the way it is now, but something tells me you are familiar.

Used to go by linderkv awhile ago.

What you been up to for all these years?

If I could sum up my life for the last six years in the form of a song, it would be "This Life" by Tim Hecker.
Both Adam and Marc have seen and known.

Well, I hope you are better now because that sounded like a disaster.

Lmao simp

Feel this tbh