i thought it was meant metaphoric telling me i am either in the wrong place or didnt express my wish understandable enough...
a bit more than a dixit like phrase would have been helpful
thats what i got so far:
http://s1.directupload.net/images/120729/qaa53ktj.jpg
open for suggestions to make this decent.
btw it looks a bit pixelish. how to increase the quality when i only have pixel?