Quote (themime @ 29 Sep 2022 13:13)
didnt wanna pay and couldnt read captcha they're assholes overthere
yea well to be completely honest, even tho im only 30, like i said ive pushed my body to high limits with alcohol, weed, and even
when i was younger , cough syrup which made me really high- but likely harmed my organs in the process. besides these things,
ive always struggled with lack of nourishing sleep especially in high school , i almost was tired EVERY day.
combined with a terrible diet, i doubt that i'll make it to the usa life average of 78. especially since those stats
are coming from the old people passing away, which didnt mostly grow up on processed crap and with the life expectancy declining now,
i dont think ill live very much past 60 if that. its a sad realization that ive been hypothesizing lately, but
i'm ultimately okay with it. ive had a very interesting life so far, with exiting things and proud learnings such as
my love of Buddhism, my belief that im one with the universe and life is much simpler than most are made to believe
because of big money and big business. consume work consume work. im able to enjoy meditation now - so im not afraid of
death whenever it comes. in a sense for a 30 year old , relative to most - this is my opinion , i feel much ahead of the majority mentally.
Develop a relationship with your local general practitioner doctor and stop seeking medical advice from the internet.