Met a soul on my birthday
She told me about the good news
I said yes I'm already in the program.
Why haven't you told her about the real good news?
Something tells me that you might not have it.
The belief is in god . I am not the best representation of god
I'm sorry mother I didn't get a chance to tell you the good news.
My life seems incongruent with the gospel.
I look at myself in the mirror and see a failure.
When I look at my badge and uniform I see someone else.
A shell. Not me. That person is doing ok on the outside.
On the inside I am always fighting myself it seems. I am chronically against myself. A double minded man I think.
I wanted to be better. I think I tried to shake off these adolescent habits for the past fifteen years or so.
I didn't win.
Seems like I'm going around in circles. Good thing I got the blood of Jesus though.
I've always been safe.
In Jesus name
Part 2 - sex circle and creation
Sex is something that follows the Christian
He is born from sex
He creates through sex.
We know for sure that sex leads to creation.
We see so many others, they were all born of sex.
Every human you see is a result of sex.
Men and women .
It's that magnetism that draws the two cleaving parts together.
Snaps together like a button.
And sex. As a Christian we can't think about sex but you can have multiple children. Meaning that sex was meant to be done more then once.
To populate.to multiply and be fruitful. The first commandment.
No? Yes. God created sex.
Something about sex and the censorship of sex.
Something about how everything revolves around sex but at the same time we create vacuums of sexlessness.
To cover and to uncover.
Sex is the secret part that we all participate in secretly.
But if everyone is in on a secret, what is that phenomenon called?
This post was edited by redExorcist on Jan 15 2023 03:45am