Condemnation is the last thing you need when you are falling backwards

Finish your drink and go to the washroom

Renouncing my wicked device. Into the sewers. In Jesus name I cast you out, unclean spirit. Spirit of Lucifer.

What do I want to be delivered from?

My morning routine?


No, I rather quite enjoy it.




But I have to admit I am also conflicted about it.




I have a love hate relationship with these things. Sin




It must be the demon of pleasure.



That's why it's so hard to let go.

Because deep down we desire pleasure.

Pleasure of the flesh.




Demon of pleasure.

"I can't stop doing evil"




Dear God. I need to renounce this spirit. One spirit at a time.



The spirit of pleasure


Is like another organism or entity within my body that requires frequent installations of pleasure beyond the normal human needs.





And there is also the spirit that covets death.

The spirit of danger, the thrillseeking spirit.

The spirit of pleasure. The spirit of recklessness.




I would rather do something pleasurable and reckless than something safe and boring.



Pleasure is the main goal it overrides everything.

Soul drift

Acknowledge the driftiness
The dreaminess of the State

Recognize the warmth of a fire

Appreciate everything

Like a flickering flame



Thick skin

Like an alligator

The blade can't cut through the hardness

A carapace for the winter

Sometimes you need it

To be honest

I don't really feel like being at work is what I wanna be doing right now.

I've got a bouncing right leg.



Honestly id rather be playing diablo or sleeping.

Yeah.

Play my sorceress.



The only thing I can look forward to is a "sneaky sneak"

Sneaky snuck

Waiting

Another day of the waiting game.


Maybe that's how it ought to be


This is a monastery and we r all munks

Id.



Id like to move on now.

Maybe I'll respond to D

Obedience is better than scratching an itch


Sometimes you need to allow time to pass

Hey I'm actually alright


Trying to skate


Get the tb signed



Get the bloodwork signed



Get the script for the candies







And then you will be registered with three.


Then u pay off the basic




Then u find lawyer and accountant in March

daily savepoint.
took the sert at 1930

No such thing as secret



He's watching me

And I'm watching him




Therefore it is a shared screen at all times




If your eyes are whole you will be whole