Quote (Rance @ Dec 10 2021 12:30pm)
they say the right one comes eventually but im not so sure about that anymore since ive been looking for more than a decade
I have nothing bad physically(not short,fat, shit on my face nor bald) but im not very smart either(bad grades, bad investments, failed at every important interview, trust the wrong people almost all the time, rather hold grudges forever than forgive)
my main problem is that im too picky, looking for someone attractive that doesn't want/have children, rather stay at home than travel and doesn't have wacko leftist views remove probably 99% of women already
another problem is that im poor and my job is very unstable, selling currency in video games as a living is either hit or miss every year but its either that or do something that pays as much for 10x the effort in a grocery store
another problem l have is im too honest and ends up saying something l shouldnt have then l get ignored/ghosted
last problem l have is im not passionate on anything l can do currently, l always loved arena fps games but they ended up all dying in my lifetime and nothing new for over 4 years now is getting depressing
my question is what should l do and where should l go to improves my chances without changing too much of myself? not really looking to get another job either, l like what l do but sometimes l get scammed 400kfg there then l get chain banned on all my accounts there and then no profit for a whole year.
For 300k fg, I can pretend to be anyone you want me to be online for atleast a month.
I think you need to find a hobby, something you enjoy doing that allows you to engage with people in person. Not for the reason of finding a relationship but to form relationships with those around you. Because you seem unhappy and loneliness is a terrible thing.