Quote (UCALL @ Dec 25 2019 03:44pm)
ow ive been there m8!
Run while you can, really
It's not that, the thing is I actually like this woman. It's just sometimes I feel as if I get to attached and let my shield down I might end up getting hurt and if I were to get hurt this time I know it's going to really effect me because I always told myself after the relationship I was just in and how bad I got hurt I would never ever allow myself to get hurt ever again and then BOOM I meet this woman and like she is so caring and loving that it's hard not to let her into my life but then there is always this little voice that tells me to not fall in love again because there is always a small chance that something could happen to someone could walk pass her one day and all a sudden someone starts to lose feelings then BAM someone ends up getting hurt. You know what I mean?
Also Edit: Today is Christmas and when I came home from where I was I was actually happy and she cooked dinner and everything and we were having a decent conversation and stuff... I was going to try to make this the night that I open up and really speak with her because it's almost 2020 and if we are going to go into 2020 being together then I was going to really open up to her... If someone has like real relationship help could you please send me a message I have no problem paying for your time. Thank you so much and have a wonderful Christmas!!!!
: 🎅 Merry Christmas To You All And Your Families : 🎅
This post was edited by Federalx3 on Dec 25 2019 09:28pm