Quote (thesnipa @ Jun 20 2019 10:38am)
i respect that for sure. and when it comes to a girl dying of cancer at age 4, even though i cant see god's plan, it takes only a few seconds to see how that could be part of a plan. girl gets fund named after her and her story inspired millions in donations, saves 50x more kids. etc.
I just have a hard time even seeing how someone being a great person, well above average in sin, but not worshiping god then going to hell is part of a plan.
but that's not a constant feeling, at times i feel god is worth all of the worship his followers give him and 10x more, and at times it fluxes down to where i'm at now. nothing is even particularly shitty in my life, its going great, so it doesnt seem tied to that. not like it will keep me out of church sunday morning or from helping others or anything anyhow.
God the Utilitarian. Kills small children to save other kids from him for the greater good.
Hate to be on a desert island with God.
Quote (thesnipa @ Jun 20 2019 10:57am)
LOL
we live out in the country and a 1/4 mile from my house is the GORGEOUS old brick Methodist church built in the early 1900s. we can walk down and back most sundays. Female pastor, 1 service, 50 or so in the flock.
The thought of trading that in for the catholic church (where i was married and my wife was raised/confirmed in) that has a congregation of 500+ people and has to seat people in auxiliary rooms, where u actually watch a TV because the pastor is so far away, isn't gonna happen. the people are stuffy, there's zero engagement, and you don't even take communion from the Priests, they have helpers, one who whom sits next to me at work and is a fucking shitbag hypocrite.
i'm sure there's a halfway decent baptist or evangelical church somewhere tho. still not gonna trade it in when there's lemon bars and kool aid after a really fun service a 5 min walk down a country lane. :)
That sounds awesome.
This post was edited by Skinned on Jun 22 2019 07:18pm