Quote (d2jspNA @ 29 Jan 2018 21:38)
Been friends with this girl for 4 years.
We sparked the day before christmas and are still currently dating.
I don't have a problem with her looks, her friends, or anything like that.
The issue is her personality is becoming apparent to me.
I can't be around my friends because we're memers and like to poke at eachother
She can't take a joke, she can't be around any other female or there is an issue.
She can't do sarcasm, she can't tell when I'm joking.
She apologizes for things she isn't responsible for and I can't explain to her I'm not mad.
Anyway- I woke up almost 2 weeks ago and I realized I don't think I love her.
I thought I was having a mood swing and just got over it, a week passed and I didn't feel that way again during that week.
I woke up yesterday feeling the same thing- but, now I feel guilty. She has really really really bad self-esteem, she thought I was going to leave her a month ago. She always brings up losing me... I just want her to chill the fuck out and be herself and she won't. I don't know how to explain to her if we do break up "why?"
I don't want to hurt her because she has potential suicidal tendencies, and I don't want to lose a friend. She comes on discord with my friends everyday and it will make shit so awkward if we break up.
Looks like she has borderline personality disorder. Dump her ass.