I think the Parasite Experience was really perverse, I don't want from it just want it gone...
Amongst other things, I hit my head against a wall multiple times (I already have a tumorous pain there) and burned my right eye, whilst some image is taunting me.
I want to cry, but my experession is turned normal at an off-beat.
I can't take this pain and torment and have given up.
I'm afraid I might become retarded today and would like the Parasite Expereince to end.
I don't want to use my pain against my enemies, I think we'll win any war.
My old life back pls.
(A face of a girl gets in my way and is awkwardly silent, forcing my eyes to move around or she just says 'blind yourself' or something related to a pain like "make you a retard", whilst reminding me she's the dominatrix and how much control she has over me; plus the boy side of things that has my speech trapped and sit around like teachers).
I do truthfully give up, but I guess that's not what it's about - I hate life; nuke the world, torture animals; do what you want I'm not 'good' anymore.
This post was edited by M0nK3Y on Aug 20 2017 06:36am