if i would be you i would head on not to just making a prayer but seriously thinking of how your mind or her could be poisoned by enviroment you live in, thats fact that things like it can spread like contagious disease, so things like controling your mind in proper way could help you and you should know that too much of wanting to is not that god in eyes of god since you ask for help and you dont want to recieve it or coincidence is not letting you to, its sad btw its not just about the society of human beigns and stuff but tbh its earth too, the way it is done for now and i acutally would not think about how to live more in this occurence but rather would think how god plans about saving those worthy ppl is going to happen, so problematic is to not feed it no more with letting your so called energy or rather not knowing what you are doing to take control of you but to clear your mind and body, if you go to church you should know that this is mandatory to even take holy communy