Breezehome is nice. Most pf my characters are homeless and living that Schlaktar life. If you have the Hearthfire dlc, I would just build your home. Easy way to level up smithing and you'll feel more accomplished because you made it yourself. Plus you can customize what each room becomes. Takes a bit of time and patience though.

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Really? An Anti-Depressant is a weird thing to get high off. I had to look that one up, since I'd never heard of Elavil, but it's the brand name of Amitriptyline, which is for nerve pain and an anti-depressant, one of the ones I tried when I was a teenager, and I know a couple people who still take it (as an anti-depressant). I've mixed gabapentin and opiates before, which helped potentiate the effect, but I've never tried it with Amitriptyline. A lot of drugs though, even with little to no value on their own as a narcotic, work fucking wonders when mixed with other things, always helped smaller amounts go further. Even some over the counter shit can help, white grape juice is a solid one that helps to boost the opiate high a little bit, or maybe it was more placebo effect than anything, but it did seem to extend the effects.



Percocet and Oxycodone are the same thing, Percocet is just Oxycodone 5 MG and Acetaminophen 325mg. Vicodin is Hydrocodone, which is quite a bit weaker than Oxy, but still good. Seems fucking weird they'd prescribe you three things that all do the exact same fucking thing... I've seen people get multiple kinds of Oxy before, but usually it's like an instant release and an extended release, not just a bunch of the same stuff stacked lol. That doc should def be fucking fired, he's an idiot for sure.


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Ya'll acting like badasses while I'm sitting at home with my chronic and like 240× 40mg Valium.

Opioid addiction isn’t cool or badass.

Agreed. Those are people I look down upon, and I view the world from about chest height.

So you're eyeing that dick! I knew you swerved a little bit more than the usual chair-goer.

HOLY FUCK

Agreed.

Nothing about it is cool or glamorous.

I know a lot about everything opiates, but I hate that about myself, I honestly do. I'm glad that period of my life is over, because I just couldn't fucking live with myself if it ever come down to my son or the drugs. If I was still a junkie and the choice was between food on the table or in my veins for the night, I know where that money is probably going, and fuck ever even putting myself or my family in that position. For being a junkie piece of shit, I wasn't as bad as most lol. I maxed out every bit of cash I could legitimately get, and I borrowed money from time to time, but I always paid it back. I never stole from anyone, or did anything scandalous to get a fix for the night. If I couldn't get enough scratch together to make something happen, then I'd be sick off my ass until I figured out a way to make it happen, a lot of times that just meant waiting for the pawn shop to open. I'm glad I got it through it without completely tossing my morals out the fucking window, but it's still a period of my life that makes me feel dirty and like a loser, and I guess constantly reminding myself of that is one of my coping methods for staying clean. Sorry for being serious for a moment, and I know that goes largely against fnr modus operandi, but I know I've mentioned this shit before, and thought I'd just shed a little clarity on my blase and open attitude towards the subject.

I'm glad you're clean my man. I'm dealing with my dad being addicted to opiates and my brother being addicted to xanax right now.
I am sorry you had to deal with that shit in your life my man, it just sucks seeing people lose who they are over drugs. I am just glad
that for myself, I drink and smoke pot occasionally, but hearing stories of people getting over it and bettering themselves and their
lives, it makes me happy. Sorry you had to deal with that, but I am glad you got through it my man and didn't end up in a hole in a ground
or in prison for a long time or homeless. It's okay to get serious, drug addictions suck, and it is hard seeing loved ones get lost because of it.

This post was edited by ShogunExplosion on Jan 18 2018 12:41am