*** Notes:
You can skip the remainder of this information if you'd like, it's not part of the story. Thank-you for reading!
*** More about when I left my body:
Back when I was in the Marines, I had a buddy who I used to hang out with called Nick.
We used to go to a diner and hang out and talk about lots of stuff.
One day he mentioned that he had a book at his Mom's that told how to leave your body.
I found that interesting. I asked him to bring it back the next time he went on leave.
He kept forgetting to bring it back, but one day I went to a local mall and found several books.
Found three there on the subject. I skimmed them and got the gist of what they were saying.
They basically said that when you lied down, you needed to neutralize all of your senses.
They suggest you focus on a point outside of your body that you'd like to go to, as you're falling asleep.
Then I started a habit of trying to leave my body every time I went to sleep.
Some nights I would forget to try, but most nights I would try, and then fall asleep.
I probably tried about 45 nights over a two month period.
One night in particular, I tried to leave my body and ended up falling asleep like usual.
I woke up, and thought to myself that I had tried again, and failed as usual.
Then I tried to just go back to sleep. The room was really dark and quiet.
I started to feel like my feet were falling asleep, kind-of tingly.
Next my legs felt the same way, and then my fingertips too. Then my hands.
The comfortable feeling kept moving up my body, and I felt like I was millimeters above the mattress.
I felt very comfortable as the nice feeling was whooshing up my body. Then my ears popped.
Like on an airplane. My eyes were still closed, as I was still just trying to go back to sleep.
And my ears popped again, and again, and over and over really fast, like 15 times.
And then I felt like I was slowly floating upward. And I kept feeling that way.
After about 30 seconds, I opened my eyes.
I saw myself in bed. I was hovering about two feet above my body. Looking at myself.
I panicked! I was scared at what was happening. I didn't want to die.
I flailed, swinging my arms and legs, trying to get back into my body. I started moving forward.
After about 10 seconds, I got back to my body, and then I was back in it again.
One of my feet moved forward and kicked the window, as if I had cocked it all the way back.
I sat up on the side of the bed and promised myself that I would never forget what happened.
I was completely sober, and completely awake. That's what really happened.
The experience proved to me, that when you lose your body, you'll pop out and still be around.
*** More about when I got born again:
One time I bought my Mom a new age book, although I didn't know that's what it was at the time.
I read it too. A bookstore was having a meeting for people who read it, and we both went.
As we discussed the various spiritual subjects, I kept saying, 'But what about what JESUS said...'.
The other people there kept agreeing with me, about the points I was making.
The next morning, when I woke up, I felt different.
I had a nice feeling, mostly in my back.
It's kind of like the feeling you get when a part of your body falls asleep, or like a chill.
But a nice, comfortable feeling.
At first I thought I might have brain or nerve damage because of the feeling I was experiencing.
What happened is The HOLY SPIRIT came to me, and I got born again.
I unwittingly fulfilled the scripture, 'Confession is made unto salvation', at the meeting.
I therefore suggest you take advantage of every opportunity you get, to speak similarly, to others.
HE's been with me ever since, and HE will never leave me nor forsake me. Hallelujah!
*** Looking Forward:
Did you know, that if JESUS doesn't return to Earth by 2052, that would prove the Bible is a lie?
It's true.
If HE doesn't return by then, burn your Bible. It's trash. It's words are lies.
Because according to the Bible,
HE will. By then.
(Within 100 years of the re-formation of Israel.)
*** The Afterlife:
After my experiences, I can't help but make comments on this subject.
Skip them if you'd like.
The Bible says you must believe in JESUS, to enter Heaven.
But Abraham died before JESUS was born.
And according to Luke, Abraham went to Heaven.
So, explain it.
When Abraham died, he saw JESUS, believed in HIM, and entered Heaven.
Consider this:
A jerk, who says they believe in JESUS, does not.
A nice person, who says they believe in JESUS, does.
A jerk, who says they do not believe in JESUS, does not.
A nice person, who says they do not believe in JESUS, actually does.
You know what? "GOD is Just." And there you go.
The Bible teaches that many will be lost, and few will be saved.
There aren't any scriptures that I find more troubling.
I hope none of you ever suffer 1/4 as much as I have.
Nice people:
I have experiences and knowledge that you have much to be happy about and look forward to after death.
Congratulations, and I'll see each one of you there. I'm sure.
Jerks:
Some people don't believe in hell.
Because of how terrible it is, I honestly hope that I'm wrong and they're right.
But I'm not. That lake scared the hell out of me. I just keep thinking about it.
Maybe I went through this, so I could spread this warning.
Your imagination can be expanded in the area of suffering and pain.
I can tell you from personal experience, your future is more horrible than you can possibly imagine.
And let me tell you, the amount a person can suffer is probably a whole lot greater than you currently expect.
I mean, man, you just can't imagine.
I have experiences and knowledge that you have much to be immensely terrified of, much of which is beyond your ability to conceive at this time.
And even then, much of it will remain beyond your ability to comprehend, as you experience it. I would do everything in my power, to escape your future.
What I went through, would kill some of you. And I know, it is NOTHING, next to
w H a T y O u ' r E f A c I n G
Whoa indeed.
And, if you're some punk who doesn't fear GOD, you'll have even more fun!
I, went through a hellish TRIAL. Hell itself, is EXTREMELY WORSE. I would avoid it at ALL COSTS.
I love people! And, I would kill all of you, to avoid it, if that's what it took. It's that bad.
If some jerk tries to bother me, I just remember what they're going to get, and pity them.
If you tell someone to not walk off a cliff, and they do, do you feel sorry for them?
No, you laugh at them. I won't pity a fool I've warned. And others won't either.
It's hard to imagine, unimaginable. But it's real, and it's out there. And,
Tick-tock.
.EnAsNi DnOyEb SI Ti
You've begun. It just gets worse.
Trust me.
Lastly,
Voting in the poll, has the potential, to get you born again.
You're welcome.
*** The Ultimate Words:
When I lost my mind, a lot of it involved WORDS.
WORDS, became critically important. See James 3:2 real quick.
These are what I would call, the "Ultimate Words".
If you feel you are under demonic attack,
I found that drawing a cross on my forehead, and using these words,
was the most useful, comforting and effective help.
GOD
GOD The FATHER, GOD The SON, And GOD The HOLY SPIRIT.
JESUS Is LORD.
'Pray without ceasing.' Use: 'To, By and Through.' And;
No other NAME is given among men by which they may be saved.
These words were priceless to me.
Clear words are, when your mind isn't right.
They are worth noting.
*** More about seeing hidden messages embedded in all of our words and sentences:
Language and communication is something that is 'developed'.
Over time, certain things change.
"Cya!"
20 years ago, that made zero sense. Now, it makes total sense.
Etc.
Consider u = you, r = are, and a = a or and. If g = GOD and o = out, 'go' could mean 'GOD out'.
'TV' could mean 'cross victory', because t looks like a cross. X looks like a side-ways cross.
Would it not be GOD, WHO directs the development of our language?
And, what might HE accomplish there?
Do you think HE'd like to communicate with us more directly?
If all of our texting messages are reduced to a few letters per phrase, what opportunities would that provide GOD?
(i.e. Would GOD be providing, for HIMSELF, and us?)
I can try to explain it.
I c a n t r y t o e x p l a i n i t .
I see a new cross our why cross oh ever side-ways cross person love an eye new I cross .
(Swapping hour for our, and loves for love, would be perfectly acceptable.)
I see a new cross hour. (Could be ominous.)
Why cross?
Oh, ever side-ways cross.
Person loves an eye. (Sounds egotistical.)
New I cross.
I stuck random words in for most of the letters.
Here's the deal:
Obviously, depending on what words you use for each letter, it will make the message different.
I 'developed' meanings for most of the letters. Certain words for each one.
I've lost them.
When they were applied, it all started making a 'heck' of a lot more sense.
I was 100% persuaded that I was reading another message, embedded in all of our others, from GOD.
This sort of thinking is safe. Maybe you can find the right words.
Or perhaps there aren't any. But, I sure did a lot of reading.
*** V2 Notes:
I fixed some typos, fixed a couple of things chronologically, added a few details, added another important Trial, added a Forward and some Notes.
I'd like to add many more Trials, but remembering some painful memories, actually hurts.
I get a little at a time, but it hurts to try to remember, because when some memories come, so does pain.
Also, re-reading my story makes me feel terrified again, when I read the parts where I was terrified.
I cry again, when I read the parts where I cried.
I feel pain again, when I read the parts where I felt pain. I absolutely cannot read Trial 39.
And re-reading it also reminds me of some of the trials that I didn't list. Some that were even worse.
I'm very slowly beginning to understand exactly what happened.
And I'm waiting on others with knowledge to see and comment.
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