Reading on this forum over the years have really helped me in my inner struggles..

I find it very hard to get by, and the only thing that keeps me going at the moment is this forum and the game that I am creating in my sparetime.

the world seems to be driving me mad and I can't sleep during the nights anymore.. I hope I will find strength somehow and someday

It isn't so much the forum but the Lord Jesus that will help you through your inner struggles.