back together with Anthone.
work is fine.
I am fine.

I am tired

I hardly have time for this blog.

Yesterday was yeye's birthday.
So yeebok and I went to Dairy Queen. Cause that's where he used to take me as a child.

I'm on a long term interview at work for manager position

#Amen

I've been soooooo busy at work. Oh my gosh. I barely have time for jsp, and this blog.
At this point i play 3 games max on leauge.


Today, I worked with Phillip. Was great. I finally found my rhythm with him at work.
Before it was so stressful because he was everywhere. But now, we got a good thing.

James, one of the former baristas came by today, he's in thanksgiving break, him and Wesley hope to pick up some winterbreak hours!

One of my regulars, nick, he's a grandfather.
Elderly gentleman with a thick New York accent, told me,
If he was younger, he'd date me.

That pretty much made my day.

Alot of older men tell me that.
Not in a creepy way, in a respectful way. And I tell them most guys my age don't really hit on me.
They all say in some way, shape or form, because I'm a well rounded lady that has some class and a brain.

Thanksgiving was lovely.
not.

it sucked. mom left, took the dog with her, dad yelled at me, work thanksgiving no one showed up, not even the boss.

tyvm.


on myfavorite holiday.

I went home from work sick.
just feeling very meh. :\

I'm taking some more initiative going all try hard and stuff at work.
I hope it pays off .

Going door to door for the local businesses and trying to get them hooked on our breakfast.

Doing event outlines, I hope to go over to one of my college campus's and start marketing there.
I have this whole thing planned out for phillip. I just hope I get the support that I need.

So. Something that I started was a journal.
Unmarked
Simple and black. Not even daring it. Just writing the months.

I just can't really express my self here anymore.
Too much judgement.


Not even that tbh.
I just like the privacy.

Oh my gosh. A candle was on all night at my house. From 7PM last night to 4:50PM today. All near paper, and other matches (now moved) I am so thankful, nothing terrible happened to my family and my beloved dog, who was home alone all day. Thank you Lord.

“Sometimes I can feel my bones straining under the weight of all the lives I’m not living.”
—Jonathan Safran Foer, Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close

wew.