This particular post goes out to the ladies - obviously most of all this involves women one way or another, but mostly aimed toward young men who need that extra kick in the ass to get up and do something. But I suppose from another angle, it's all the same for women as well. But this post, is definite advice for ladies.
So its currently 548am and I have walked out of this chicks bedroom and I am now on the couch. I've been seeing this girl a couple weeks now, and last weekend I even told her we can no longer move forward romantically, but we can as friends. The girl is cool, cute, good head on her shoulders, really nice and caring...but fucking crazy. Hanging out for like 2-3 days before pushing clarifying our title...to which I said we are nothing because we've been seeing each other 2 days. After so much pushing - I called it off. I've hung with her a couple times since. We still have sex and I enjoy her company as a friend. And I do like her - but I believe because were both Scorpios...she thinks she can control me. And when she can't, it does not please her. I do not like being controlled. 2-3 days in when she started talking boyfriend and girlfriend and what I'm expected to do and basically all these obligations she expects me to instantly fill. I thought I wanted a girlfriend, and I genuinely did in north Carolina, where I lived by my self and had a constantly flow of money. But while I'm unemployed and living with my dad....I don't have the time nor energy, to put up with a girl busting my balls.
I kind of got side tracked here - but I'll try to make what happened tonight as clear as possible. So its currently 553am Sunday morning. Friday night, she asked me to come over because she wanted to fuck me. Well Kalista had just came out on league of legends and she's fucking super sweet and op and besides the fact that I was playing league all night, I was hanging out with one of my old friends as well. So of course I did not go over there to have sex with her. But I didn't mind hanging out with her Saturday night when o had no plans. So we did. All day was pretty much her begging me to hurry up so we could go get a couple beers and bang all night. Boom, we get home 1am. Hang out, talk, blah blah blah
It gets hot and heavy and we are passionately kissing and groping, and not to mention that I'm high as shit, took a shit load of adderall and had a bunch of beer. I am in the mood to eat pussy for days. I fuck longer high. I fuck longer drunk and I fuck longer when on adderall. At this point, I'm so ready to get the show on the road. Which keeps getting pushed back a couple mins at a times for small reasons like lemme get water, or go to the bathroom. So I'm patient. Hell, I've got all night, what's a couple minutes. So, its getting really heavy at this point and she keeps like pushing me back and finally irritation has started to set in and I'm like do you not want me to kiss you or what? Keep in mind, I am not a chaser in this relationship. I've already tried ending it, and decides to stay friends. Honestly, I don't really give a shit what happened a between us because of dumb shit like this that pisses me off. So she starts like giggling or some stupid shit and is like 'he he yeah can you stop for a minute?' So of course I'm like yeah, because I'm not a rapist and after a couple minutes she's like....can we post pone this about 6 hours until we wake up? I am so angry and fed up at this point that I completely stop trying anything, lay down and I fell asleep. About 2 hours later (now) I woke up and currently sitting on the couch with a fat ass dip in debating whether or not I want to leave. She will undoubtedly be butt hurt in the morning when she wakes up and I'm gone. But you know what, don't ask and beg someone to fuck you, and talk about it all night, grope me allllll night long and then be like nah. I don't know who these lades think they are. But I don't play these silly fucking games. I almost want to believe this is her way at some sort of method of controlling me. Because she doesn't have control and it bothers her. She even tells me it bothers her. I don't think women, or people rather, understand how fast I can drop someone from my life. When I was 16, one of my best friends growing up I knew since I was 5 years old, stole 5 dollars from me. I found him buying more shit than money he had, andto caught on. After he bought the soda and bag of chips, took them, destroyed them and told him at the end of this day, we are no longer friends. Which lasted about a year until his mom asked why we stopped hanging out...to which I told her and shocked. Subsequently she invited me to disneyworld with them and we reestablished our friendship. But the point is, I have absolutely 0 patience in my life anything or anyone who bullshits around on me. Maybe I'm an asshole, maybe I'm cutthroat and harsh - but you do not get anywhere by letting people walk all over you.
This post turned out slightly longer than I meant, and perhaps I'm a little more upset than I should be that a girl asked me to wait to the morning to fuck her. Normally, no problem. It's not like im so neck deep in pussy that I could just call up some hot bitch that night to rack out, yet at least, still need more networking time to establish a solid whorebase. Anyways - I hate being lied to. I hate being lathered up all day with the promise of blow jobs and anal to her going uh yeah well can we post pone? There's a little saying that kids use these days and that her and her roommate use quite often.
#BYEFELICIA