Ugh this is ridiculous, I mean I really don't care that she did stuff and blablabla, it's not like it affects me. But it affects my friends (they're girls, incase that makes a difference for you) and that's what matters to me.



As I just said, I don't give 2 shits about what she's done. The thing is the friends I'm talking about are extremely good friends, to the point where I'm wondering who I should choose, the girl I love or my friends.
Anyways I'm not even asking for anything anymore, the decision is up to me and almost everyone I've talked to up to here has only made things a little harder.

Problem solved. NN any other replies to this thread. Thanks to everyone who posted:)

You don't love her. You're infatuated with her.

Guys, I got it, thanks. I just don't think about it every time I write, and in french infatuated = love and love = love, so I'm not used to making the difference. Anyways, you know what I mean.