Quote (Hooo @ Jun 10 2012 03:43pm)
is the op even reading this? i see no posts from him here?
why did u even pursue the relationship with the old ex?
ye I'm here.
she wasn't an ex. she was a longtime crush.
why? dunno. no idea. because I thought I would be even better with her. I totally gambled it.
I was okay the last 4-5 days, denial phase is gone. just sadness now.
problem kicks in when I get jealous of her (after a bit of lurking etc). that's when I fall again.
obviously the solution is to stop lurking, but... in my head she fucks useless idiots just to forget the pain I caused her. and it hurts lol