i grew up with some learning issues Writing and Grammer... like im very special... if somebody can help me make this thing correct and flow... would be so amazing... i always get made fun of in the ls community because of my grammer... rather then the actual words... i don't want somebody to read this and go ... go learn English, oh you spelt that wrong, go learn punctuation, i find it people cant read what im saying and loves to picks on me rather then big picture. everytime i try and clear somthing up i get made fun of and just say fuck it.. first time ever i dont want people to point out my grammer flaws... look at the bigger picture.. i know im special i just want one time for me to be able to post this without this problem... i dont normally try so hard to speak the truth to a community that has their back turned... so please help...
Below fix anything and make change where i can get people to actually read words and see the problems i am doing... while i try and do something good... what i below took me sadly about 1hour and 45 minutes and 15 minutes now with this... im hoping if i ask for help somebody is awesome
... i won't/can't bring light without 1 PERSONS HELP... please help!
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RiNGiSpiLeR is trusted (tagged) yet hes so untrusted. Why? he has sniped items before and then actually lied (REPLIED IN GAME HE SAID) to them and told them he didn't do it. I asked him why did he felt like lieing was the best option. His excuse was just to avoid drama. I was shocked! I wouldn't ever do what he did. I do not like Intentional lairs i understand people are wrong sometimes. Most of us are humans. I logically told him it would be better to ignore and not reply then it is to Lie to them about it.
And hes trusted? he gives me his word he wont kick me out of the guild over no bullshit yet goes back on his word. His excuse for kicking me from his guild is because of me sniping the items i did... which he first offered me fg for the lvl 45 fire. i refused, but down the road ADHD bought it from me. (HE KNEW ABOUT THE ITEM WEEKS BEFORE KICKING ME OUT OF HIS GUILD BECAUSE IM A BM. in his kick out letter to me he stated that me sniping that charm awhile ago was my last straw...
Now damn it sucks i have little to none proof but my knowing... but any storm member who still has that conversation between me him. where he kicked me out i explained and he admits he knows hes in the wrong and he admits he is bm and he does feel bad about his actions... and it has a part in it about me bringing up him sniping/lieing vs my snipe. I FWD'D LIKE 10 storm members this message days ago. Please just post it here i kept seeing the crazy thing in my message logs i decided its been a day or 2 i need to delete it... but i got bashed on again for what i did wrong in storm. so many people talk without knowing. if any of you still have it. copy it here? could show a little proof. but i know this the big thing in his ati. Do the right thing stop being corrupt... regardless if you disagree with logical reasons. which i understand their are very few people who can remove emotions from a situation. and state facts. i do have a mental problem in real life also... i act the same way... when i see something wrong i do let people know. and why its wrong but i get told regardless... im in the wrong because i don't think about how they can take the facts... i just see facts in life... i dont put emotions with facts... you tell me im doing something wrong i love to learn why im wrong and the correct way... accept with grammer.. its more of a working/me being me. ati dude dont make me sound crazy...
Regardless if thats not the sole reason you kicked me out of storm... that was your excuse i got in your kick out message. When we both know its because you kept trying to get handouts etc... donations and you knew i was donating to other people who i thought could need my help.... i know you thought you deserve it but you dont need it.and a I have some learning issues and normally when i tell people the truth they laugh at me because of my grammer and makes fun of me. I have never typed anything out like this and triple read it so i fully made sure. you guys wont be so damn harsh on me. I dont normally care if you guys dont believe the truth aslong as i do thats fine with me. but this situation im trying to voice i sold to adhd. i delete messages and don't support the truth about alot of things. i do it because i don't like the negativity sit around me. i like to move on (sorry im a very strange person ) He kicked out after and his excuse to me was because of the drama i could cause because of a charm he knew about. Also has offered fg for the item and got bummed out when i told him no. i didnt plan to ever remove it from my vault ever at all to not stir up problems. When i did "SNIPE" the item for 1 fg i was very shocked i got it because i seen typed in password and i moved my mouse back on it to see if i seen it right the first time and THEN CLICKED BOUGHT. i was a little hesitant and slow, still got it
RiNGiSpiLeR said what i did was wrong. isaid dude you told me you have lied to somebody after sniping which i hold in my head as actually in doing something wrong you can disagree or whatever. i don't intentionally lie! haven't in quite some time... actually no it was not in reality hes the bm mother fucker because he LIED to the people saying he did not have it... when i have been asked i have never lied... but yeah i know im gonna get hated on more for bringing out reality to the gamers world where they hide from it. Im sure the 1% who sees that he is the opposite of trusted. he got mad i didnt help him more but i dont have proof so yall wont believe me i deleted those facebook messages to forget about his negative ass ways. but yeah i know how this community thinks i am somebody who in all honesty im not. because of other just messed up people words... and you refuse to listen to both sides. just a heads up for the 1% who will see the light in the message
(i think i got kicked Due to him basically not getting hand outs by me and knowing other people have been ) and i kept telling him because i felt proud i was helping people... but i guess in his eyes he was just waiting for his...
Funny part about this part is when i found out the item was suppose to get to jt (name change now he is whomever now ) but i been told he is njaguars son. which i find hillarious because he is breaking a rule which somebody told me you can get banned for. so i felt no remorse. how he feels and doesn't play with new comers made me have no sympathy. same with you brunomars before i hear about ur 43 dex charm... if you wasnt such a "hardcore gamer" and liked to play with anybody then i would have returned you're charm... thats why i did keep the items and i laugh at you people.
its been well over a hour typing this i stopped checking and fixing things... i know my grammers and stuff is wrong... just try and SEE THE WORDS AND CONTEXT. rather then punctuations /grammer. most time i get learn english... you guys dont realise you making fun of people rather if its online or in life... you guys are soo messed up ... and i know theirs less then 10% of the worlds population who sees and thinks this way... at my new job people are shocked because i love to learn and when i get told something is wrong... i dont go okay... i ask why and find out the reason... and for my bullys in games... im really sick of you joining my games, or me joining your games... and you love to talk (talk shit to me because you dont like me ) but you will still click with me... but u will talk shit... i find it highly annoying and im smoking a bowl half the time thinking... you said you dont like me ... okay ... sooo why have a conversation with me and talk to me while we play. if you dont like me... you are making yourself lose... if you dont like me and u join my game to play... Play? dont bring up drama... (supersage) and many others.... i wish the world could see things how i do... but i know this community with the amount of players and the redicule and straight rudeness without KNOWING THEIR IS ALWAYS TWO SIDES... i love to know reasons... trying to clear up my name a little if possible while trying to get ati... to help me... ati you admitting will help me out so much... people assume to much and dont ever consider my words and thinks the first things they hear are true... so i know without you Softcore ls is done for me... once season resets... i plan to switch to hardcore hoping the community is different..
This post was edited by gbd2 on Nov 16 2014 07:36am