Last night around 9:18 PM, my mother's heart stopped beating, and we don't know why.
She was clinically depressed for most of her life, and it was probably drug induced, if not the http://www.nationalmssociety.org/index.aspx (MS).

An ambulance was called shortly after we noticed she 'fainted,' and got there around 9:31 PM.
At 10:12 PM, they decided it was time to quit performing CPR and giving her shots of stuff, and take her to the hospital.

About 12:30-12:35 she was pronounced dead.
We're donating her body to MS Research, because that's what she's always wanted.

These are photos taken shortly after she was moved to the ambulance:
(10:24:16 PM) Digital.Goddess: http://i47.tinypic.com/2uq14ps.jpg
(10:24:16 PM) Digital.Goddess: http://i45.tinypic.com/2z5itec.jpg

I sent them to my sibling, as I explained what happened, as it happened.

R.I.P Mom
I thought I'd never shed a tear for you, but I have many...

http://forums.d2jsp.org/topic.php?t=37680947&p=247271461
Thank you so much, FORt-HOBO for donating the 10 FG.

My Grandma and her husband are coming over on the 24th for a few days...
and people (some people) are going to start coming over, and the rest will be here December 31st.

Also, her ashes are going to be tomorrow, so, I guess I'll put them on my shelf (I get 1/4th of them).
I need to get an urn or something... They'll be in a plastic baggy, in a cardboard box, so, yup.

My mom's ashes just came home... I need to get an urn or something now.

I just woke up the worst way ever: Crying with tears already in my eyes.

I was crying so hard in my dream, it felt like I was suffocating, and I suddenly woke up, and I was actually crying already.
I'd dreamt my dad just had a bunch of massive heart attacks, and he was supposed to come home that day to teach us, but he died.
A family friend (who was actually here just a day ago) was in the dream, he came to "our" house (not this one, and not the other one) and told us.
But he didn't seem to care, what-so-ever, that I didn't have any parents left, which is one thing that was so weird about the dream, 'cause he's been like a 3rd parent forever.

This is really starting to suck.

Today is my birthday.... and there's nobody to make me my birthday cake.

I got a birthday card today, and this in the mail: