A little alcohol is ok every now and then as long as you don't get drunk

These last few days have been alright,
Valery slept over, and we just chilled, it was really nice.

Then Vicky's Party, was maddd fun last night.

Chilled in the pool with the guys, then We played football, and chilled back at her house
we all bonded over starbucks. I really wouldnt trade my friends for the world ♥


Emily came over today and we decorated pretty senior shirts!
I'm thinking about posting pictures of it, idk, maybe later if i get bored and jazz.

MY BOYFRIEND IS COMING HOME
MY BOYFRIEND IS COMING HOME
MY BOYFRIEND IS COMING HOME ♥

This Tuesday, from Florida (:

I'm kinda exctied, I dont really have trust in him right now, because, I caught "him" sending messages to this hoe on facebook
asking for pictures, and videos of her twerking.

Like really? I straight up told him I dont believe him, and I dont trust him.

The messages where 5 months old, like from March 4th...
and he denies it was him, Like, really? How fucking stupid.

I was SO close to breaking up with him today, But I keep on staying with him...
I really dont know what possesses me to... but I do.

He told me that he doesn't deserve me, and he is damn right, he doesn't.
No other girl would put up with the shit he has given me.

But it's what ever... we sorted everything out, But right now my trust level for him is at like 35%

arghh. Momma is making me write the lyrics to "Wonder" by Emeli Sande
in HUGE crayola marker so she can post it in her class room, its giving me blisters :\

Anyways, for your viewing pleasure, here's the lyrics:

I can beat the night, I’m not afraid of thunder
I am full of light, I am full of wonder

Woah, oh I came falling under
Woah, oh I am full of wonder

Though our feet might ache, the world’s upon our shoulders
No way we goin’ break, ‘cos we are full of wonder

Woah, oh we came falling under
Woah, oh we are full of wonder

This light is contagious, go, go tell your neighbours
Just reach out and pass it on
This light is contagious, go, go tell your neighbours
Just reach out and pass it on ooh yeah
This light is contagious, go, go tell your neighbours
Just reach out and pass it on ooh yeah
This light is contagious, go, go tell your neighbours
Just reach out and pass it on yeah

Woah, oh we came falling under
Woah, oh we are full of wonder

When everything feels wrong, and darkness falls upon you
Just try sing along, this is a message from Cabana
If your heart turns blue, I want you to remember
This song is for you, and you are full of wonder

Woah, oh we came falling under
Woah, oh we are full of wonder

Momma left down to the other end of town for work, so I'm just kinda chilling here watching spongebob with my lovely poodle (:
I doubt anything exciting is going to happen today.

So, last night... I'm just gonna leave this here....
http://forums.d2jsp.org/topic.php?t=64236358&f=27

He's comming home ♥


Got my schedule today, like "Officially"
I have astronomy with my boyfriend, Anthone,
idk how I feel about this, because it's second semester, and I'm not worried about our relationship, alot, cause you know alot of couples break up
senior year because people are heading "different directions", but
What if we break up, a year from now? Second block is going to be SOO awkward.
But I hope not.
Imma try and convince him to switch to my english class.

hrm. yeah, so he's just now passing carowinds, so he's gonna be here at about 7pm tonight.

Prob gonna troll around here or play Civ 5.

He's home.

Set up momma's classroom today. It was a pretty long event.
But Got through it with my lovely boyfriend. haha I really enjoy spending time with him.

However... today he did say "From now on, I will always put you first"
I was like... "what do you mean, I'm always first...?"
and he said, "well, you know some other things came first"
I said, "Like what..?"
He said, "babe you know I'm just joking"

HE JOKES ALOT that I can never tell if he's serious.
But eeh. whatever.

I had a horrible dream about that thing that calls him self a father.

Likee, I was trying to get more stuff from out of my room to my mother's house,
he caught me, and was like throwing me around. it was maddd scary.