A quick update - I shouldve put these in my first post, someone just reminded me. The question was:
"How are you feeling after doing it for nearly a week? What do you hope to achieve from everything?"
Im feeling really great, sometimes my mind wanders into sex, woman, or small distractions. I think in life you need to be focused all the time; be a step ahead and always be prepared for whats going to be thrown at you. If youre distracted (how i am) you wont be ready, your mind will keep wondering off into space. Biting my nails has always been something Ive done since I was a child, its gross, Ive noticed now more than ever my nails are looking ugly. What I hope to achieve from not biting my nails is 1. The sense of confidence that I can feel when Im around people. 2. Conquering one of my BIGGEST bad habits. I stopped eating junk food, now thats hard for someone who has a sweet tooth, it really is. But I feel really cleansed to be honest there isnt much I can really say other than the odd cravings. Take last night for example, I had amazing sex and after everytime I crave for sweet things ex. Pop and candy. But this time for the longest time I never went to go get any of that crap. I just drank a glass of water and went to sleep. Watching porn and gawking at women is disgusting and isnt true to what you need. Porn is a huge upset and brings alot of depression in ones life. I hope to achieve way more testastrone so I can be a more equipped man. I want to have that testastrone to enrich my life. My minds always travelling to women, i hate it. Maybe because Im young 20yearsold, Im at my "peak" or maybe because Im just a perv. Either way Its still bad in my eyes. Its just another distraction. Thats it. No cando.
The way I see everything is by mind. I think its all in your head when youre craving for such things or being distracted by women. Once you overcome that, you can overcome anything. Youre mind is what holds your limits. Break through it and you'll see way more clear and have a sense of what you really want.